The Story of Stephanie (Chapter 4)

In all the time I'd been dressing, camming and chatting online, I had loads of men, and a few CDs asking to meet me in person. This was something that really scared me, but also something I felt I wanted to do sometime, when the time was right. I was nowhere near ready though. I knew what the guys were after. But, like I'd said before, I wasn't attracted to men in the slightest. However, I was getting increasingly turned on fantasising about cock. Sucking, being fucked. Basically being treated like a dirty pornstar like the ones I'd watched many a time. It was very confusing. I promised myself that if it was ever to happen, it would happen on my terms. I wouldn't meet someone random. It would need to be arranged with plenty of notice, in a safe place. I also told myself, never bareback, no matter how much I'm begged. But it was something I wanted to put on the back burner for now. I still didn't feel I was ready enough.

I was about 26 now. I felt I was really good at dressing. I was still single, but living my life a bit wild at the weekends. Girls were coming and going. But I wasn't really interested in having a relationship. I was having too much fun. One night, while on TVChix, I'd noticed the escort section. I clicked and saw a few in Glasgow. I was just curious. I wasn't going to pay for sex. I looked at one with interest though. This wasn't a sex service, it was a dressing/makeover service. Kinky's Closet. I'm sure many of you girls from Glasgow reading this have heard of it. It offered a 2 hour session of dressing and makeup with photos taken. Now that sounded interesting. I was hopeless at makeup, and it would be fun to get dressed up and have my photos taken. But, it was meeting someone that scared me. Someone other than me was gonna see Stephanie in the flesh. I didn't know if I was ready for this.

A week passed. I think I looked at that ad every night. I really wanted to do it. But I was nervous. One night though, after a bit of Dutch courage, I decided to contact the lady from Kinky's.