I Love To Love You

Al looked a little suspicious, but I took the flyer. "Okay, that sounds like fun." I gave him my one heart-melting smile, one that I have practiced in front of my mirror for years, and then we walked away.

"What's your name?"

I turned, I felt sexy. He was asking me and not Alyssa. No one ever paid attention to me with her around, she was gorgeous, I was usually invisible.

"Sabrina... See you tomorrow." I held up the flyer.

***

'I love to love you baby'

Donna Summer was back on, I felt so good. I was going to see a boy tomorrow.

Big Al opened her window, "We are not going to wherever that thing is, we are meeting men."

"Meeting Ben?" I laughed, I would have to change her mind.

***

Thursday

After a day at the quiet beach, the quiet pool, and the quiet lobby of the hotel we were back in the room. It took me all day to convince her to go see Ben that night. She wasn't going for it, I had to beg.

Up to that point in my life, I hadn't been with many men. We were drinking paper cups filled with sangria while we were watching Spanish soap operas and I told Al some of my history with 'the opposite gender.'

"You gave him a handjob on the side of a highway?" She laughed.

"He was a truck driver, it was fun, he made me feel very feminine." (See *Highway in Heels), I then told her about my parents' neighbor, another older man. "He was a rabbi with a pantyhose and foot thing, it was fun. That's how I acquired most of my dresses." (See *A Religious Experience), "I think I'm ready for a boy."

"Thats' it?"

"Well, there was one more, that I don't want to talk about. It didn't work out too well. I'm glad I have you to help me now, I wish I knew you then. I am having all kinds of fun this vacation."

She then gave me her secret history. It must be great being a beautiful female, she had the most incredible sex life. She also had so many friends and was out and about constantly, I was wondering why she ever hung out with me. Then she got up, shut the TV, and walked over and hugged me. "Okay, tonight we will meet up with Ben, you can play with a boy, but I, am still going to look for a man." She drank the rest of her sangria.