Chapter 1
Hello, my name is Natalie…well that’s what I named myself when I dress. Before I get started with my story about myself and when and why I started dressing and my first sexual encounters, I would like to give what I hope will be a brief rundown of myself. As I mentioned my name is Natalie and I am currently 20 years old and attend a state university as a sophomore. I have always been fem acting and feminine looking when I hit puberty. I did not realize I was gay but I knew I was feminine. That was easy to notice about yourself when people called you “fag”, “queer”, “homo”, etc. but I also saw it in myself and really enjoyed that about myself. Like I wrote above I am currently 20 years old and still very fem acting and looking and even people with zero “gaydar” can tell I am gay. Since I started dressing I have always been and still am very passable. I just have that girly face and body I guess. When I was 18 I started going out in public dressed as much as possible even if it’s just to go get gas in my car or to the grocery store and people can’t tell and I even catch men checking out my ass as I walk by. Even when I go out in public not dressed like to classes or out to eat with friends who are uncomfortable with me being dressed I still have a “pretty boy” face. It’s just my mannerisms I assume. I have very feminine mannerisms and act like a girl, not a diva or drama queen, but a 20 year old girl. My hair is naturally shoulder length and I can style in some feminine style if I choose, but when I dress I prefer to wear a wig that gives me longer hair. I love long hair on myself. Even my voice is feminine. Growing up when all my male friends hit puberty and their voices started to change mine did not. I think that is my gene pool because my sister, who is 18 months older than me, is the same way. She sounds like a twelve year old girl and its funny cause about 99% of the time when she is talking to a stranger on the phone or even ordering something on the phone they ask to speak to an adult and don’t believe she is almost 22 years old; it’s funny.
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