Got addicted to watching shemale porn

I am considered to be very straight. I don't look at guys and think "Gee I'd like to suck his dick" or anything like that. I seperated from my first wife about 5 years ago. After seperating I got on line and downloaded a hell of a lot of porn. I am talking hours of porn.

Can't remember the website but I saw this beautiful ass of a woman in a thumbnail, and thought I will download this. Downloaded the file and went to bed, (bear in mind my connection was slow & it would take an hour to download). Next day I watched the movie. It started off with this hot latin chick in a G-String teasing some lucky dude. They start kissing and he gropes her ass. He drops his pants and she sucks his cock & rims his ass. Then she does something I will never forget - she shoves a cock in his ass!!!. I was completely fooled. That little "mistaken" download has considerably changed my outlook in life.

I have since married and have kids with a very lovely woman. Do not want to change that picture - I love kids. But my fantasies are all about shemales. I dream about winning lotto and owning an island full of shemales and some women. My shemale preferences vary a lot. I love asian shemales with small dicks & ebony shemales with huge dicks. I mainly like my shemales curvy, but slinky little asian shemales are a turn on too.

I looked at bi - porn but really am not interested - I am almost addicted to downloading shemale porn. I love it. I don't think I could live forever with a shemale but I could have a short/medium term relationship.

I really love watching porn where a shemale just jams her cock in a dudes ass. I like seeing big dominant shemales screwing little guys. I think it is great.