Crossdresser gets dick for first time

I was so tired of just watching porn. So tired of the sissy hypno threads that made me crave men, crave cock, crave being weak, crave being the bitch...only to cum and do nothing about it.

But the desire to transition from fantasy to reality was growing stronger and stronger. I decided it was time. Time for what exactly? Well for starters to buy a new dress. I wanted to possibly go clubbing at a gay bar if I felt brave enough, so I was super excited to find a sequin-y, sparkly mini-dress with long sleeves that hid my shoulders and arms. I have several pairs of heels already, but I found some sexy black booties that reminded me of a pair my ex wife had which I both found her hot in and was jealous of her for being able to wear them.

I needed new makeup because all of my stuff was old. I already had a few wigs to choose from. One was a short black bob, the other an auburn mid length one which I liked most. You see I have loved dressing up girly for quite a while because I love taking pictures of myself all dolled up. I have also accepted for quite a while that I love the idea of being feminine and maybe trying it with a guy.

Once everything came in the mail, I booked a cheap motel near the airport of the nearest big city. I packed my girly things and left on a Friday afternoon. As I checked in the girl at the desk was making lots of small talk to the point where it felt like mild flirting. I laughed in my head because of why I was there in the first place.

I got to my room and went to take shower. I had already naired my entire body, but I wanted to bathe in feminine shower gels and according to the internet I needed to douche my...ass:) ...so I did that.

Then, maybe the funnest part of the night...dressing up! It was February, so I completed my outfit with crotchless black tights, silver and black jewelry, and my cock cage underneath.

I looked good. I was really happy with my makeup and looked hot in my outfit. I took lots of pictures and then opened an app I just downloaded called Grindr.